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Name: Samantha
Location: Huntsville, Texas, United States
Birthday: 1/11/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: colorguard, music, family, pink, kids, friends, parties, dancing by myself, dancing in the rain, playing in the rain, mischief, stars, my hometown at night, laundry rooms, chocolate chip cookie dough, my mom, freckles, toungue rings (i think they're hot), cheesy movies that me cry, scarry movies with boys who scare easily, my two best friends randa and nathan, pools at night, my joey, and nick!!!!
Expertise: hahaha i probably shouldnt answer this question
Occupation: Student
Industry: Real Estate
Message: message me
AIM:  groesbeckdiva
MSN: swiss03@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  swiss03_99@yahoo.com
Member Since:
7/27/2005
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| wow, it has been so long, but i have been so busy with work and everything else that i dont think i stop. a month and a half until our building is being made over, and i cant wait. i have a little boy dropping from my class because they found some place where they will be saving over $185 a month, right now she is paying $774 a month. im going to miss him, but i understand. my class is full right now so i have a waiting list and thats cool. sucks because our building is kinda weird right now, so in the mornings i work with infants and the afternoons i work with my 2's. i think the teacher thats in there in the mornings is doing an awesome job. she does everything i lay out for her, unlike the teacher before her. im getting more and more responsibilities as the months pass. that means raises soon.
i got a new car finally. we got a really good deal on it. its an 05 focus and it does pretty much everything for me except wipe my ass, so thats good. after my other car got broken into a few weeks ago we decided to get something with an alarm on it, and i absolutely love it, i find myself randomly going for joy rides.
i have gone on a diet, since im getting married in april it just has to happen, so there is no more junk food in the apartment and no more cokes. but i feel better now and the girls at work can tell a difference. anyway, i have to get some childrens books for my class and look up teacher enrichments, so im going to go, but everyone be safe and have fun. | | |
| its time for an update on ms. sammies life.
-- my job has been amazing. in 3 months we are getting a quarter of a million dollar make over, and it will be AWESOME!!!!!! i have seen the pictures and i cant wait. i got to order $250 worth of supplies last week for my class, so we can do more cool things in there. the parents seem to love me, and have told me there kids are happier now and want to go to school. they enjoy coming in and seeing artwok and pictures of the kids doing artwork, and everytime i walk into my room i have a since of pride. its so gratifying to walk up to my door and see my sign with my picture and profile so the parents know who i am. i love the end of the day when parents want to know what their children did, and then they want to know how to do the art so they can do it with them at home. andrew is my heart in my class. his mom doesnt have much and she is not the nicest person, but she is to me, and at the end of the day when i take my kids to the back so i can clean my room, he wont go to shantel, he stays with me, and if i dont keep him i hear him screaming from the front of the building. he blows me kisses and tells me he loves me.i love it when they ask me advice and i can give them answers. i love it that parents from other classrooms peak their head in my door and ask me how my day was. this job is so rewarding. when the parents bring you cards and little gifts here and there to let you know what a good job you are doing and that they have noticed such a difference in atmosphere, it lets me know, that i am great at what i do.
-- my boyfriend has proven to me even more perfect than i thought. when i first started at childtime, i wasnt used to being on my feet that long, and everyday i would get home and he would rub my feet and fix a bath of epson salt for me. now i am doing those things for him, but he loves his job. this is what makes us so happy right now. we both love our jobs, we have no complaints. when i get home, he has dinner cooking, and its always good, when i wake up he has my clothes ironed. it will be 6 months on the 11th of july.
-- family, it has been the best being so close to family. my grandpa has cancer and no one knows how much longer he has, so that has been the best part of all of this. moving so close to him. being there. i love my grandpa and im just glad that i get to spend this time with him.
i hope everyone is doing this well. anway, it will be a while before i can get on again, so Alisha, luv ya, and i hope that you are having a wonderful vacation!!!!!! meagan, you are in the next room so i can just tell you.
have a safe holiday!!!!!!! | | |
| moving has been stressful but fun. i love my new apartment, my job, my boyfriend, and being close to my family. i definately sleep better at night knowing that i am in a place where there is no shady business going on. even if me going to liscensing and nothing was found, we all know it was going on, and i can be proud of myself and hold my head up high knowing that i did the right thing in protecting children i care about. and i would do it again in a heartbeat. i actually no longer care if i lost friends, because what i did was not an attack against a friend or a co-worker, it was to protect the children, the people that parents trust us with everyday. if people hate me for that then they are not the people i thought they were in the first place. when childcare workers get into that line of business nothing else matters but the children, i stood by that. i will even go to links to say that i respect myself more for what i have done. its nice working for a clean center, where everyone leaves their bad moods at the door and doesnt take it out on the children. or as some of us has put it are "ruthless" with the children. karma has definately blessed me in all of this. i now make enough money to buy myself a new car so my "peice of crap car wont break down."
have a nice day
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| i realize that as of yesterday i lost some friends............ i wont go into detail, but i will say that i did what i had to do to save my rear and a few others. some of you think you are in trouble, but indeed you are not and i said great things about those that arent in trouble. this was nothing personal at all. some of you will not understand. and for that im sorry. im sorry that everyone has to go through it but it in the long run, it will save alot of the younger generation from going through some of the same things that i and others have seen happen.
on to other things, because of this my life has taken an interesting twist. i cant give all of the details at this moment, but i will know more after monday.
from the bottom of my heart, i wish some of you the best, i know you will be very successful at what you do. no one has ever doubted that. you have one of the biggest hearts of anyone i have ever met. i have never met anyone who doesnt love you!!!!!!!!
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| in the smack of still dealing with the fact that nana has passed away, my mom suprises yesterday with the last thing i wanted to hear. my uncle has passed away. i cant get a break. im not really sure how im handling this. its on again off again. why cant people just live forever. im sorry to the people who are having to put up with me. my world is upside down right now and its taking everything that i have just to stay sane.
in 9 days i lost 2 people i love very much. this makes you realize that nothing is a guarantee. i love the people in my life, i am very passionate about people, and i think this is why this is so hard. however in the past week, i have found myself pushing away the people that i love. i think i have done this my whole life. when i am sad or tragedy happens, i dont respond well with other people. yesterday, i left work and went to my apartment. nick was still alseep wrapped in blankets, and at that moment i was furious, how could he be so peaceful when i am so sad. he realized i watching him, grabbed me and held me, i didnt respond i just laid there, lifeless. he didnt know why i was home and he didnt care, all that mattered at that moment was that i was home, that he got to spend that much more time with me. instantly i was no longer mad at him, i told him about my moms phone call, and then i cried......... i mean i really cried, until my stomach hurt, my head was pounding and his shoulder was soaked. right then, looking at his shoulder, then his face with genuine concern, and i knew that no matter what happens, i will always have someone that loves me. i love nick, and i could never imagine a life without him.
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